Adjusting Expectations

Life’s brutal and unpredictable—especially when you realize success often follows risk. This reflection reveals the paradox of feeling blessed while grappling with guilt and anxiety for those less fortunate. Acceptance comes with a cost, as does the need to adjust expectations constantly. Happiness, it seems, is an art of self-negotiation.

Guys Just Want to Fuck? Thanks, Dad.

My dad once said, “Guys just want to fuck you,” like he was revealing ancient wisdom. Congrats, sir — you cracked the code. But what if I want more? Like fun. Or to be unforgettable. This piece explores sex, ego, curiosity, awkwardness, and the needy little gremlin that lives in my head.

Caged for Christmas

Caged for Christmas. A judge’s harsh words land me in juvenile detention, a gritty reality check where I navigate chaos and camaraderie. Foster care awaits, but a new chapter introduces unsettling body image lessons.

Insomnia

Insomnia plagued me, yet I suspect I’ve slept away too much of my life. The sudden return to restful slumber brought profound dreams, urging me to change my focus. The strange appearance of a guiding figure suggests growth ahead. A long-overdue urge to dance beckons—a sign of revival amid stillness.

Right Something

Right SomethingPosted on November 10, 2012 Participation does not exclude personal responsibility. Working in a […]